sitting at the airport in cali waiting to go home. i really dont want to leave everything over here is so fresh and new. oh well back to reality, got a job interview on saturday so lets hope i get it! *crosses fingers* also debating if i should go back to school and if i do, what should i take? i want to start japanese just so when i do go there i dont look like a complete idiot..idk though. being here has given me a whole new perspective on life - so many thing i need to improve on.
how long should i wait before i start talking to this girl that just broke up with her boyfriend, or well i think they broke up. its just i had a thing for her back in high school and i THINK things were going places but ofcourse i fucked it up. i wonder if she feels the same way or even remember that i exist. i doubt anyone knows who im talking about or will even read this but its just a thought i had sitting here in cali staring at facebook at 4am.
While laying down trying to fall asleep a question popped into my head, ‘If you had one wish what would it be?’. I thought about it for a bit and thought , ‘I want to be happy’. Then realized I really don’t know what would make me happy. Do I want to have a girlfriend because I’m lonely? Do I want money because I want things? Do I want a new job, want to move away? I know it’s really not something I should be stressing over but as a person I’m pretty stubborn and try to take the weight of the world on my shoulders. Anyways I couldn’t sleep so now It’s 6:10 and I still haven’t answered my own question. What is happy?
I have been thinking for a while, and I think that it is time for me to begin posting a beginners guide to learning Japanese and I will post these daily. If you have learned Japanese feel free to read over it and correct me on anything or even use it as revision.
I have also decided that I will not teach how to read their writing i.e Hiragana, Katakana and Kanji. But I will show links to where you can learn it, and how to pronounce them properly.
i want to learn how to use it. right now im trying to get into graphic design but i have no real talent for the program. is it hard to learn? ive messed around with it a few times but never anything serious, so i ‘kinda’ know somethings but im really lost. help? lol